I can think!!!

Much has happened to harm my brain.  I was abused as a child where my head was banged into the cement floor about age 11.  In 2006 I developed shingles on the brain.  Now I have ms AND lymes.  Much has happened to harm my brain!

I work on my brain every day.  I do the coritces technique from Body Talk repeatedly to be able to keep thinking of what to do next.  I found the Lumosity program,which helps brains heal, about 6 years ago and do it every day.

Still my brain struggles to decide what I should be doing next.  Much time is wasted as I analyze, "Should I tie my right shoe or my left shoe first."  UG

I do Emotional Freedom Technique at such moments, "Even though I can't make up my mind what I should be doing now, I deeply love and accept myself."  That gets me through about half a day.

When I learned Splankna last Fall, I learned about how to do collarbone statements.  This one has helped me a TON.  You rub about an inch below the collarbone at your throat and say, "My subconscious admits what to do next."  Say it 3 times while you rub and then tap the outside of your right hand.  This has helped save a lot of stress as my subconscious DOES know what I need to do next.

Still, thinking has been a constant problem for me.  How very irritating when a grown woman can't decide what to do next!

So I was just doing an algorithm for my client who has tons to do yet tonight.  I was praying about what she needed and was led to try out the new PEAK PERFORMANCE algorithm.  Now I have no idea how that has helped her this evening BUT I decided to try it out on my inability to walk in my kitchen and grasp what needs to be done first, second, third.

The whole thing took about 3 minutes.  Then I walked into my kitchen and cleaned a head of lettuce and finished setting the table for supper.  More importantly, I suddenly realized what I was singing.

I was buzzing around my kitchen singing this song which flowed out of my weary and desperate attempts to keep my house running smoothly.  I don't think I can remember it exactly but it went something like this.

I am so very grateful for Splankna!!!!!!!!!!!!  I praise God for this healing modality!

I can think

I can think

I can really truly think.

I can think

I can think

It's as easy as a wink.

It's not so hard to think

As I used to think it was.

Thinking isn't difficult

I just thought that it was hard.

I can think

Truly think

I'm not dumb as I thought before.

I can think

I can think

As I sweep the kitchen floor.