All of my growing up years I felt down to my core that I was powerless. My 2 brothers raping and beating made it seem that way BUT THEN I went to church camp. The pastor said that Jesus loved me and wanted to be my friend,
I will always remember that moment 56 years ago when I was leaning up against a big old tree and prayed to this one who wanted to be my friend for the first time. I was 11 years old and suicidal. I talked to Jesus and told Him that, if He wanted me, He could have me. That moment an immense weight left me and has never returned.
His power helped me rise above it all--even incest! God's power still does lift me higher than I can imagine. That's what I pray for all of you!
Only God could give me a loving husband, 3 precious children, and 8 grandchildren. All I ever wanted was to be a part of a loving family and HE gave me one of my very own!! As I look at the lives of my perpetrators, I AM the winner. One is dead and the other one a social outcast. They reaped what they sowed! It DOES happen.
So, as you ponder, your weakness, I urge you to view it as a good thing. God says "My power shows up best in weakness!" Our weakness is an open door to God to come in and turn all our failures into successes--if we invite Him to do so.
Just tell the Lord you're sorry for sinning against Him. Ask Him to forgive you; to put your sins under His shed blood; and to erase all of the charges against you in your books of life that satan is using against you.
That's it.
Then read your Bible to be reminded over and over that the victory was yours the moment you came to Christ. I suggest the Passion Translation so you can feel the deep deep deep love that God has for you!
Hugs,
Dawn
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